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mandag den 10. oktober 2011

Is this a misunderstanding or is it weird love ?

Heey everyone
here I am again !
Just so you all know, I'm I Denmark again !
But as said in my last posts, I won't be writing 'bout what I'm doing, what my days is about, and so on. (:

Do you guys know the feeling, of not knowing where you belong ? if your choices are right or wrong ? Or is it just me who's thinking to much ?

I think I sometimes need someone to talk to, but I don't know who, maybe that's why I'm writing some of the stuff in here. (:

I think I need to talk to someone I don't know, someone who don't know the people around me ? Would that be easier ?

Your might be thinking it right now ? "Girl.. Your thinking to much".
But sometimes I just can't help it. Everything is going around inside my head right now !

There was this time, this day where I met this guy, it wasn't something special, just as normal as when your meeting lots of other peoples. But after a while, we started writing with each other, we started talk with each other, and I started feeling like I've got a friend, a new friend I can trust, a friend I can tell my stories to, a friend to share things with.
But I think there's happened a misunderstanding. About something this guy have heard from one of those who's the closest to me, have may been giving him some wrong thoughts, may have told him something that he took serious, but was meant as a joke..

But somehow, he now seems more interested in the person who's one of my closest here from Denmark, it sounds like he wanna know more 'bout what my closest is, how she's doing, if she's feeling well and so on.
Why does it bother me that much, when all I just wanted from him was to keep our good friendship, or good talks together, and could never dream about starting a relationship as he's now thinking. I won't lose what we've just got, I won't lose this good friendship, that might could be helping me through the bad times at my new home.

How can such misunderstanding happen ?
Am I nuts ? Is this at all a misunderstanding or is it becoming weird love ?

Julie

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